Lately I feel pretty gloomy.
It's not difficult to explain though. If you gave me this freedom this size I would surely say yes. But now...somehow I think that I am better off without it. Every day follows the same routine now and I've got to get a job soon...and even that's not going smooth. I'm applying by the masses and so far...not going well. This week is a dry spell = not a single interview.
I do know I've got to get a job by September...but suddenly even I'm not sure of that anymore. Eesh....
Besides that?
I feel like erasing myself out of existance for this gloomyness....I'd like to fly away somewhere far away...hmm..I think listening to piano pieces when you're a bit on the depressed side gets to you. Oh, and reading on sad story mangas too (Tomoyo After ~Dear Shining Memories~, I'm looking right at you).
[No, I'm not going to jump off a cliff and die -_-]
Oh well...just got to intensify efforts..before this gets worse.
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